[ Billy's already gotten a taste of what Nick could do, and how powerless he was to stop it. It frightens him, but that part of him that truly believes he can't be conquered finds it exhilarating to push back against such a force. ]
you're dangerous and i like danger
[ He's not terribly eager to just sign himself away, though. Some submissives have said that they have good contracts that benefit them. Some Dominants say they'd never hurt their sub. Billy doesn't believe any of it. He's prepared to be hurt. ]
i'll try not to but it's a pretty big decision i just don't want to end up being treated like shit again it's nothing against you, i'd feel the same about any contract
you don't have to convince me of that this place is fucked up and i'm not dumb enough to think i can live here as a submissive and not get hurt no matter who's protecting me i just want to make sure i'm in a good position to hurt it back i'd rather be hurt than caged. but i definitely don't want to end up with both.
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they’re really pushing this contract shit on me huh
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Do you want me to help you out?
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why would you want that
i haven't exactly made myself out to be the ideal sub, have i
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I can make it work. We'll find you an apartment in the Up.
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you're dangerous
and i like danger
[ He's not terribly eager to just sign himself away, though. Some submissives have said that they have good contracts that benefit them. Some Dominants say they'd never hurt their sub. Billy doesn't believe any of it. He's prepared to be hurt. ]
but i need to think on it
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i just don't want to end up being treated like shit again
it's nothing against you, i'd feel the same about any contract
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He does not care about your feelings.]
Who hurt you?
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[ That's about all the detail he's willing to go into. ]
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this place is fucked up and i'm not dumb enough to think i can live here as a submissive and not get hurt no matter who's protecting me
i just want to make sure i'm in a good position to hurt it back
i'd rather be hurt than caged. but i definitely don't want to end up with both.
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Think about it. A contract with me would give you a lot of free reign.
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i'll get back to you soon