i'll try not to but it's a pretty big decision i just don't want to end up being treated like shit again it's nothing against you, i'd feel the same about any contract
you don't have to convince me of that this place is fucked up and i'm not dumb enough to think i can live here as a submissive and not get hurt no matter who's protecting me i just want to make sure i'm in a good position to hurt it back i'd rather be hurt than caged. but i definitely don't want to end up with both.
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i just don't want to end up being treated like shit again
it's nothing against you, i'd feel the same about any contract
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He does not care about your feelings.]
Who hurt you?
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[ That's about all the detail he's willing to go into. ]
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this place is fucked up and i'm not dumb enough to think i can live here as a submissive and not get hurt no matter who's protecting me
i just want to make sure i'm in a good position to hurt it back
i'd rather be hurt than caged. but i definitely don't want to end up with both.
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Think about it. A contract with me would give you a lot of free reign.
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i'll get back to you soon