[ He doesn't bother pulling away from the kiss, or trying to say 'I'm straight'. It just seems pointless now. He enjoys this, he enjoys being with other men, and though he's still trying to tell himself it's just the influence this place is having on him, he's starting to accept that he might just be into guys. ]
Yeah. I understand. [ He's had similar inclinations before; it's why he went after the most popular guy at school. Anyone could push the nerds around, if you wanted real status you couldn't just pick on the weak.
The part where he's supposed to like being controlled is the part that's still lost on him, but he won't push it. He still thinks he has a chance of winning this. ]
I'm not gonna make it easy. I guess you already know that.
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Yeah. I understand. [ He's had similar inclinations before; it's why he went after the most popular guy at school. Anyone could push the nerds around, if you wanted real status you couldn't just pick on the weak.
The part where he's supposed to like being controlled is the part that's still lost on him, but he won't push it. He still thinks he has a chance of winning this. ]
I'm not gonna make it easy. I guess you already know that.
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I wouldn't have spelled the contract, otherwise.
[He knows. He stands up, so he's standing next to Billy, and he reaches down to run a thumb over his cheekbone. He looks tender, and then he doesn't.]
So.
Whenever you're ready, come see me.
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Yeah. You come see me when you're sick of waiting.