God, you don't get it, I'm not doing this because I owe you shit. I'm doing this because I fucked up and I can't just pretend like I didn't.
[ Steve doesn't cry. Even with all this beer in him that isn't going to change, but he feels like shit right now and he isn't in control of himself like he usually is. His voice is wavering all over the place.
Because part of him feels sorry for Billy. He'd seen him cry and spit up blood, and get freaked out by things. But most of him feels a giant mess of confusion and the alcohol has made it clear that whatever else, he feels bad about what he did and he wants Billy to know it.]
You think you-- that I don't know you almost ran over the kids? Dustin told me about it. And you beat the absolute shit out of me because-- [ actually he still isn't sure. ] I don't even know why! But-- that's not--
[ not the point? What even is the point. ] I don't care if you're an asshole, dickhead. I'm trying not to be one so I'm apologising and looking out for you because you're from Hawkins too and that's what I gotta do.
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[ Steve doesn't cry. Even with all this beer in him that isn't going to change, but he feels like shit right now and he isn't in control of himself like he usually is. His voice is wavering all over the place.
Because part of him feels sorry for Billy. He'd seen him cry and spit up blood, and get freaked out by things. But most of him feels a giant mess of confusion and the alcohol has made it clear that whatever else, he feels bad about what he did and he wants Billy to know it.]
You think you-- that I don't know you almost ran over the kids? Dustin told me about it. And you beat the absolute shit out of me because-- [ actually he still isn't sure. ] I don't even know why! But-- that's not--
[ not the point? What even is the point. ] I don't care if you're an asshole, dickhead. I'm trying not to be one so I'm apologising and looking out for you because you're from Hawkins too and that's what I gotta do.