he might not have wanted to tell you about me when i'm right here hopper isn't here so that's different speaking of max is here now and she doesn't know please don't tell her if she'll talk to me i want to be the one to tell her
and it's fine. really this place sucks but i still like it more than home
yeah i do and i'm pretty sure will does like it sucks but not as bad as what was going on back home and everyone but lucas and nancy and mrs. byers are here
[Sometimes he misses his mom, when he's hurt or sick or sad, but he knows it's just an ideal. He can't remember the last time he talked to his parents without an argument, and while the same is true for Nancy, at least he knows she understands. He knows she gives a shit.]
i guess that's true there's other stuff here, too i couldn't have even held hands with harrington in public back in hawkins being terrorized by something or other once every few weeks still sucks though
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in 1985
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you kids are all fine, last i saw
steve is too, and jonathan and nancy
so it's just me and hopper that are dead i guess
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you died?
he told me you were fine
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well, you know how fussy he is
probably just didn't want you to worry
[ Billy hopes it's that, and not that Steve's still in denial himself. ]
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i'm just pissed that he lied
look i know we don't get along
and maybe you don't even want to hear it
but i'm really sorry you died
i wish i knew how to fix it
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hopper isn't here so that's different
speaking of
max is here now and she doesn't know
please don't tell her
if she'll talk to me i want to be the one to tell her
and it's fine. really
this place sucks but i still like it more than home
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promise
she doesn't want to talk to me anyway
and yeah
i think a lot of us do
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good luck with that
do you refer it here too?
i thought i was the only one crazy enough to like it better in batshit monsterland
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yeah i do and i'm pretty sure will does
like it sucks but
not as bad as what was going on back home
and everyone but lucas and nancy and mrs. byers are here
[Sometimes he misses his mom, when he's hurt or sick or sad, but he knows it's just an ideal. He can't remember the last time he talked to his parents without an argument, and while the same is true for Nancy, at least he knows she understands. He knows she gives a shit.]
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there's other stuff here, too
i couldn't have even held hands with harrington in public back in hawkins
being terrorized by something or other once every few weeks still sucks though
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i mean
not with steve just
you know
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[ Good thing this is a text message because Billy is snickering like a jerk right now. ]
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you don't know
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[ It doesn't occur to Billy that any of the two nerds might actually be dating each other. ]
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[He absolutely typed "nerd friends", then went back and backspaced.]
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[He'd be sticking his tongue out if this was video.]
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