i look forward to watching the exact moment ur spine collapses in on itself because you cant throw me
(Eddie actually believed Billy could throw him, but like, he was also pretty sure that this antagonism thing was just part of how they were supposed to interact by now.)
ok ok in MY defense i never actually ever called them on you thats just how people get about me i'll make sure to make it obvious it is a mutual experience for your sake
this town's just full of obnoxious mother hens, huh
[ And he got into a real bad fight with one last time that ended in him having a flamethrower pulled on him. Which reminds him, ugh, fine: ]
i'm sorry i guess for being a douchebag i'm doing anger management and i've been told you're supposed to say sorry to the people you blew up at, so whatever
i wont lie i definitely wish i could do that it would be really useful
god you have no idea. im 90% sure i inspire some sort of weird primitive protective urge in most people. it's probably cause of my height
(Or the fact that he just exudes Fragile. But he doesn't want to think about it like that.)
oh
(An apology was ....literally the last thing he was expecting. He planned to type more than that but he just. Stares. For a really, really long time.
Has anyone every apologized to him before? Anyone who really did him dirty or made fun of him?
Eddie doesn't think so. Not at all, and it leaves him feeling- weird. Not a bad weird, but he has to lay down and think about life for a while because ?? What was this feeling. He realizes like twenty minutes later that he had left Billy on read and scrambles back to his Fluid.)
sorry about that.
i dont think ive ever had anyone ever apologize to me before for that kind of thing it's a weird feeling? i dont know. sorry. i was kind of a jerk to you too sometimes and im sorry too. for that.
(What was even going on.)
thanks for apologizing. i think you're doing real well if it means anything. on the whole anger management thing. people who can admit whats wrong with themselves are usually way better at eventually figuring out how to fix those things it can be a HUGe pain in the ass and it takes forever and you're probably going to have a bunch of days where you feel like you havent made any changes but if you keep at it i promise it gets better i understand having to like restructure yourself so like
idk if you ever want to talk about it im cool to listen. im always working on myself and it can be stressful. sometimes it's nice to know you're not struggling with that stuff alone though. so. yeah.
my dad's a total prick i always told myself that i was nothing like him because he disapproved of basically everything i did but
i was hurting people like he does, and that matters more than the fact that he hates my long hair and loud music and bad grades so if i don't want to be like him i have to get my fucking outbursts under control
that doesn't mean i'll turn into mr nice guy but i don't want people to be afraid of me anymore
ya i get it. it's hard to not turn into the person whos hurt you the most lifes weird like that
yeah i highly doubt youre capable of being mr nice guy but thats not a bad thing either you know theres more ways to be a goodperson than just being nice i'd take considerate people over nice people any day of the week
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so do you want me to throw you and test this theory or are you good with saying i'm right
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i also hit 110 recently thank you v much
no you legally have to throw me now to prove it
(Eddie will literally die before passing up a chance to be thrown around or picked up by a dude, okay. It's his god given right.)
otherwise id have to call bullshit
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and you agreed to it so you don't get to call the fucking eddie kaspbrak defense squadron on me this time
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(Eddie actually believed Billy could throw him, but like, he was also pretty sure that this antagonism thing was just part of how they were supposed to interact by now.)
ok ok in MY defense i never actually ever called them on you thats just how people get about me
i'll make sure to make it obvious it is a mutual experience for your sake
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this town's just full of obnoxious mother hens, huh
[ And he got into a real bad fight with one last time that ended in him having a flamethrower pulled on him. Which reminds him, ugh, fine: ]
i'm sorry i guess
for being a douchebag
i'm doing anger management and i've been told you're supposed to say sorry to the people you blew up at, so whatever
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i definitely wish i could do that it would be really useful
god you have no idea. im 90% sure i inspire some sort of weird primitive protective urge in most people. it's probably cause of my height
(Or the fact that he just exudes Fragile. But he doesn't want to think about it like that.)
oh
(An apology was ....literally the last thing he was expecting. He planned to type more than that but he just. Stares. For a really, really long time.
Has anyone every apologized to him before? Anyone who really did him dirty or made fun of him?
Eddie doesn't think so. Not at all, and it leaves him feeling- weird. Not a bad weird, but he has to lay down and think about life for a while because ?? What was this feeling. He realizes like twenty minutes later that he had left Billy on read and scrambles back to his Fluid.)
sorry about that.
i dont think ive ever had anyone ever apologize to me before for that kind of thing
it's a weird feeling? i dont know. sorry.
i was kind of a jerk to you too sometimes and im sorry too. for that.
(What was even going on.)
thanks for apologizing. i think you're doing real well if it means anything. on the whole anger management thing. people who can admit whats wrong with themselves are usually way better at eventually figuring out how to fix those things
it can be a HUGe pain in the ass and it takes forever and you're probably going to have a bunch of days where you feel like you havent made any changes
but if you keep at it i promise it gets better
i understand having to like
restructure yourself so like
idk if you ever want to talk about it im cool to listen. im always working on myself and it can be stressful. sometimes it's nice to know you're not struggling with that stuff alone though. so. yeah.
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i always told myself that i was nothing like him because he disapproved of basically everything i did
but
i was hurting people like he does, and that matters more than the fact that he hates my long hair and loud music and bad grades
so if i don't want to be like him i have to get my fucking outbursts under control
that doesn't mean i'll turn into mr nice guy but i don't want people to be afraid of me anymore
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lifes weird like that
yeah i highly doubt youre capable of being mr nice guy but thats not a bad thing either you know
theres more ways to be a goodperson than just being nice
i'd take considerate people over nice people any day of the week
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[ Except...there is one more person he wishes he could fix things up with. ]
my sister's here by the way
i don't know if you know that yet
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wait really?
(Hold on Eddie's having an Emotional Moment.)
do you know if she remembers anything? about here? or france or anything?
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sorry.
she doesn't even know i'm dead, so that's going to be a really fun conversation